Saintee

2008-08-31T22:44:00.001+08:00

my blogg relinked to: saintee.wordpress.com

2008-08-29T23:26:00.000+08:00

难道我的爱不值得你等三个月吗

2008-08-29T00:23:00.001+08:00

我还以为我的世界有你

2008-08-28T03:03:00.001+08:00

im sorry. i didnt know 3 months is such a long time for you.

p/s: indeed. its so long.

2008-08-26T20:03:00.001+08:00

pigglet

2008-08-25T01:21:00.002+08:00

如果我還一直深愛著你…你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你…你是否會再多看我一眼?

sorry. i am guilty. very guilty. for all the things i had done.
for letting you down.
for making you cry.
for the tears.
yes. i am guilty.

told myself to try hard. to send you this message. but it seems i cant.
tried to escape from missing you but i cant.

im living like a zombie without you.
for the sky cant live without the rainbow.
for the sheep cant live without the shepherd.
for i cant live without you.

i need your love.
your care.
your company.
your time.
your smiles.
your heart.
your kisses.
your hugs.

your EVERYthing.

i want to hold you through my life.
to change for you.
to smile for you.
to care for you.

* for you are my love. -
for you are cat.
for you are huihui.

2008-08-24T23:53:00.003+08:00

对不起我没有给你过幸福...

cause i miss you so.
i miss the small quarrels we had.
your angry but cute face.
your lovely smiles.
your sweet face.
waiting for you aimlessly.
you scolding me.
your silliness.
your 1st slap on me.
the gifts you gave.
having meals together.
the knocks you gave me for a stupid game.
the twist.
the nights.
our tolerance.
our tightly held hands.
the pain.
the enjoyment.
the suppers.
the blanket.
the photos.
the days.
the minutes.
the seconds.
the kisses.
the hugs.
your warmth.
our love.

sorry i cant let go...

*and i hope we are together ..

What the

2008-08-23T20:36:00.001+08:00

2008-08-23T19:54:00.002+08:00

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐

i guess thats the reason im being so cruel even until now.
everytime i wanna ask u how u r, i feel so cold.
i have to be heartless. inhuman. anything to let you achieve your happiness.

because the only date i remembered was 061107

2008-08-22T12:35:00.000+08:00

because you are my life and i love you so

2008-08-14T21:37:00.002+08:00

changes proposed:

roles:
Peiyuan - level designer / assistant game designer
Cassidy - Programmer / Game Designer
Shawn KongSheng - Character Concept Artist / Animator
Henry - no positions
JJ - no positions

proposed tasks to be completed before semester start

peiyuan - completion of at least 1 level and background / designs on buildings
cassidy - complete game features for game design / compilation of animations and HUD (programming)
shawn - re conceptualization of payne +animation
kongsheng - complete character bible of worm main character (nar)

2008-08-11T00:42:00.000+08:00

难过是因为闷了很久
是因为想了太多
是心理起了作用

你说苦笑常常陪着你
在一起有点勉强
该不该现在休了我

不想太多
我想一定是我听错弄错搞错
拜托我想是你的脑袋有问题

随便说说
其实我早已经猜透看透不想多说
只是我怕眼泪撑不住

不懂你的黑色幽默
想通却又再考倒我
说散你想很久了吧
我不想拆穿你

当作是你开的玩笑
想通却又再考倒我
说散你想很久了吧
败给你的黑色幽默

我的认真败给黑色幽默

2008-08-02T21:37:00.000+08:00

probably possessive is the word to describe the reason for our failure

2008-07-14T15:54:00.001+08:00

yeah yeha ding 70

2008-07-13T01:17:00.001+08:00

felt so relieved that you managed to walk on :)

i just cant stop missing you and thinking of you.

Lost without your love - bread

Lost and all alone
I always thought that I could make it on my own
Since you left I hardly make it through the day
My tears get in the way
And I need you back to stay

I wander through the night
And search the world to find
The words to make it right
All I want is just the way it used to be
With you here close to me
Ive got to make you see

That Im lost without your love
Life without you isnt worth the trouble of
Im as helpless as a ship without a wheel
A touch without a feel
I cant believe its real...

And someday soon Ill wake
And find my heart wont have to break

Yes Im lost without your love
Life without you isnt worth the trouble of
All I want is just the way it used to be
I need you here with me
Oh darlin cant you see...
If we had love before
We can have it back once more

2008-07-10T08:19:00.001+08:00

i think this song really shows what i felt that day. I am trying to convince myself never to look back. Out lives will change for the better since that day. Hais.

***

趁早 - 张宇

到后来才发现爱你是一种习惯
我学会和你说一样的谎
你总是要我在你身旁
说幸福该是什么模样
你给我的天堂其实是一片荒凉
要是我早可以和你一刀两断
我们就不必在爱里勉强
可是我真的不够勇敢
总为你忐忑为你心软
毕竟相爱一场
不要谁心里带着伤
我可以永远笑着扮演你的配角
在你的背后自己煎熬
如果你不想要想退出要趁早
我没有非要一起到老
我可以不问感觉继续为爱讨好
冷眼的看着你的骄傲
若有情太难了想别恋要趁早
就算迷恋你的拥抱
忘了就好

要是我早可以和你一刀两断
我们就不必在爱里勉强
可是我真的不够勇敢
总为你忐忑为你心软
毕竟相爱一场
不要谁心里带着伤
我可以永远笑着扮演你的配角
在你的背后自己煎熬
[如果你不想要想退出要趁早
我没有非要一起到老
我可以不问感觉继续为爱讨好
冷眼的看着你的骄傲
若有情太难了想别恋要趁早
就算迷恋你的拥抱
忘了就好
爱已至此怎样的说法都能成为理由
我在这样的爱情里看见的
是我们的软弱
我可以永远笑着扮演你的配角
在你的背后自己煎熬
如果你不想要想退出要趁早
我没有非要一起到老
我可以不问感觉继续为爱讨好
冷眼的看着你的骄傲
若有情太难了想别恋要趁早
就算迷恋你的拥抱
忘了就好

2008-07-01T23:42:00.001+08:00

i think i am a bastard :)

曹格 - 无辜

也许这是最后的考验
当我再度遇见了你
是命运捆绑了我们
还是爱情相信了记忆

你的欺骗没有让我掉下眼泪
爱本善变的痛楚并非你的罪

爱是无辜的风筝
拉着最在乎的人
情已逝我还在
注定一个人流浪

爱是断线的风筝
挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中一步步的坠落红尘

给不起的是你的天真
为了他你学会否认
不承认你给过青春
曾经爱过我的每一分

我多伤心宁成全你和他的吻
只好对自己的痛楚不负责任

爱是无辜的风筝
拉着最在乎的人
情已逝我还在
注定一个人流浪

爱是断线的风筝
挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中一步步的坠落红尘
无法挽救的温存

我是残破的风筝
宁愿在遥远的天空
看你转过身决定去实现你和他的承诺

爱是无辜的风筝
拉着最在乎的人
情已逝我还在
注定一个人流浪

爱是断线的风筝
挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中一步步的坠落红尘

也许这是最后的考验
当我再度遇见了你

2008-06-18T04:09:00.000+08:00

i really dont know how to continue loving someone who doesnt love me anymore.

***

新不了情

心若倦了淚也乾了
這份深情難捨難了
曾經擁有天荒地老
已不見你暮暮與朝朝

這一份情永遠難了
願來生還能再度擁抱
愛一個人如何廝守到老
怎樣面對一切我不知道＊

＃回憶過去痛苦的相思忘不了
為何你還來撥動我心跳
愛你怎麼能了今夜的你應該明暸
緣難了情難了

msia trip

2008-06-11T23:32:00.002+08:00

msia trip was fun. :)

paintball was the best among all activites. esp when my grp rocks and win the whole co-hord of the camp :)

神秘嘉賓林宥嘉

曲：鄭楠詞：陳信延

我踩著夢的階梯走進了一座迷霧森林

誰的心事被天使竊聽泛起漣漪

時間它幫我設計下一秒誰是神秘嘉賓

小心翼翼揭開了面具掌聲鼓勵

誰闖進我的場地誰讓我措手不及

我早就預備的劇情妳卻給我一筆

狡猾地致命地正中我紅心

我跟誰變得親密誰逐漸離我遠去

華麗演出共襄盛舉唯有妳的背影

友情客串卻留下刻骨銘心的回憶

妳按了我的門鈴我終於從呵欠中甦醒

緊張兮兮對妳說一句歡迎光臨

全場觀眾都離席剩下我還在原地尋覓

耳邊聽著謝幕的歌曲走不出去

誰闖進我的場地誰讓我措手不及

我早就預備的劇情妳卻給我一筆

狡猾地致命地正中我紅心

我跟誰變得親密誰逐漸離我遠去

華麗演出共襄盛舉唯有妳的背影

友情客串卻留下刻骨銘心的回憶

我搬到誰的隔壁誰成了我的鄰居

鳴謝生命有妳參與笑納我的邀請

曲終人散卻寫下不會結束的結局

2008-06-02T19:42:00.001+08:00

its okay if you dont want to bother about me.

i wunt bother about you as well.

2008-05-28T00:02:00.001+08:00

you called.

yes you called.

i wished i could have talked to you nicely, but you have really made me give up my hopes.

i wished i could have loved you more.

i wished you could smile.

yet.

on the way home.

felt so empty.

felt that life is meaningless.

yesh.

life is meaningless without you.

you brighten up my days, my life ...

2008-05-23T23:13:00.002+08:00

maybe i shouldnt have waited for you when your mum called.

maybe i shouldnt have cared for you when you were out of contact.

maybe you shouldnt have called me and let me wait.

maybe i shouldnt be there.

maybe i just should exist.

***

我会好好过 - 李玖哲

你的爱很　像泡沫
太轻或太重
都不在手中
我的爱就像　天空
太放或太收
你都只是风
你来过　却爱上自由
你出走　我不问理由

我会好好过
等你再爱我
总有个角落
会让你想起我

我会好好过
等你再爱我
向右或向左
都有我站在这里守候

你留下很多
够我面对寂寞
寂寞不重
重是爱太多
我会好好过
当你回头
看到的一定　是我

2008-05-20T01:41:00.003+08:00

why is it that only when i really lose you then i know your worth to me ?

but anyways, wads gone is gone :D

***

亲爱的那不是爱情 - 张韶涵

那台风琴
叮咚叮咚叮嚀
像你告白的声音
动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信
转身离开的背影
喜欢你字跡清秀的关心
温热的牛奶瓶
在我手中握紧
有你在的地方
我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马
在脑海里转不停
出现些你对我好的场景
你说过牵了手就算约定
但爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因為太年轻
但爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
爱情错的很透明

2008-05-09T13:50:00.001+08:00

HAPPY birthday to me

Thank you those who sms me happy birthday today: Yiwen Joanne Xuanxin Madeleine Sis Yunru

Those who tell me in advance: Kelly

Huihui , thank you for calling me at 12am :D

***

Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

2008-05-05T20:25:00.000+08:00

arhlow =D

***

More Than A Friend - Michael Learns To Rock

You got me counting the seconds
It happens every time
I'm waiting for the moment
we can sit down and talk for a while
And every time that you're near me
my heart is running away
How can I tell you when words don't come easy
and there is so much I'm trying to say

Chorus:
I wanna know that love will surround us
and you'll share it with me every day
Tell me you'll care for me now and forever
I'll give anything to hear you say
that I'm more than a friend

I'm gonna try in the future
not to live in the past
I guess that I was a dreamer
if I thought it could ever last
But every time that I see you
you bring me out in the sun
How can I hide it when we are together
I just know that you're the only one

Chorus:
I wanna know...

I wanna make you see
everything you are to me
Try to understand
I wonder if you can
The love I have for you
will always be true